Who am I?
I haven’t been feeling all that good about myself in the last week or so. I think I have come to realize that what I see as confidence in myself others perceive as arrogance and cockiness. In short, people see me as an asshole. I think of myself as a good person who knows what I want out of life. Anyway this answers a whole lot of questions as to why people rarely call me and I am often alone. It has really brought me down in the last week. I guess I am being to hard on myself. But I really am lonely, I really want a girl… who will stand by me and won’t ditch me because I make a mistake. As of right now, I feel pretty alone.
I don’t try to be an asshole. Or I don’t see how others can see me as one. I try to be the best I can be. I strive to reach my goals, and make myself a better person. I try to help others and will stick by them. If you ask me, other people are the assholes, not me. At this time, I just want to lock myself in my room and not come out for a long time… I don’t think anybody would notice my absence anyway.
Music of the Moment: Steve Lawler – Deep tribal mix
Today I Feel: Like garbage
people see you as an asshole just because of what you said, you know what you want, and you’re probably aggressive about it. not to say that you shove your beliefs down people’s throats, but they just see you as a threat i guess is what i’m trying to say. I know a lot of people like that who come off ass assholes but really are great people. keep your head up, things always have a way of working themselves out. glad you hear from you again. take care! ~♥~
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🙁 things will get better! your not an asshole, its just that ppl today are easily intimidated by the things they want to be, therefore lash out due to pure jealousy. its great you say what you want, and do what you do. you have confidence, and most ppl are searching for it. dont loose it coz a couple of morons are intiidated. be yourself!! 🙂
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