Maybe it will be like the movies?

Have you ever felt open, raw and exposed? Felt let down and unguarded? Has there ever been that one special person that you thought would never betray you and they did?

We had some family conferences today, I have had as it were a rude awakening! Nothing is ever as it seems and now I feel like everything I ever felt is ready to wither and die like it all means crap all. Why can nothing stay the same? Why am I not a child? Since when did life become a series of unfortunate events leading to death?

Just feeling low I guess……

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