NoJoMo #12

The powers that be seem to be hating on me a lot today.  *sad face*

I only got 4 hours or so of sleep last night, I was so stressed I just couldn’t seem to shut my mind down.  I thought I’d be ok in spite of that, stay positive and all that.  Well, it didn’t seem to work so well.  I spilled hot cocoa all over myself in my 9am to I had to skip my 10am to go back to my apartment and change clothes and start a load of laundry.  On the way I managed to break my only pair of sunglasses.  Went back to campus and attempted to pay my overdue fines on my movies but that didn’t work so well either because I didn’t have any cash or my checkbook and the stupid school doesn’t take credit/debit cards.  Go figure huh?  So now I am back at my apartment finishing laundry, studying, and such. 

Just hoping that the rest of the day goes a little better.  I have to be in class at 2 and 4 then in the chapter room at 7:30 for an open house.  That will let out probably around 9.  Then I can come home and be like "Eff you world, I’m going to bed!"  I can only do this of course if I manage to get some actual work done before then.  I have tomorrow to do a LOT more work of course and I intend to get some actually stuff done especially since my test is Friday morning.  My rough draft is also due but I’m seriously considering not bothering to turn it in and just working straight through on it.  It will depend on how much exactly I get done on it Thursday.  *sigh*

I hate being broke.  I hate being in college.  I need to de-stress and I just can’t seem to.  I think it’s because when I really need to be held and loved I’m alone.  And the loneliness just makes it all seem so much worse…

~*~*~Blessed Be~*~*~