Blue:(

I feel so blue today 🙁

I had such a lousy day!

It started out right. I sent Alexander a lovely parcel this morning. He should get it by Monday!!!

:o)

Today the children had a one session day. I thought school ended tomorrow! They all stormed up to the circulation desk and demanded that I give them computer time all at once! I made them shut up, sit down, and I’d call them one by one once I got the sign-up sheet ready.

A teacher waltzed up with 200 cards for us to input in the computer! 200 freakin’ cards!

The rule has always been only about 30 cards from school teachers who want their students to get library cards.

My boss, the one I call Darth Vader, gave her permission!

I complained about it. I told my co-worker, Nina about it and how unfair it was. As I was outside making out three of them whilst listening to the children bickering, shouting and shoving each other, I heard Nina tell Ivonne about the cards. I heard Ivonne’s voice escalate and say “Why does she have to complain? If she doesn’t want to do ’em I will!” She grabbed half the cards, stormed downstairs to the adult department.

I felt so bad.

As if this wasn’t enough this old geezer who comes in with his child, a child with special needs made a formal complaint against me. He claims that I have no control over the kids! He told Vader that if he doesn’t do anything he will file a complaint at the municipal building!

Last year he claimed that his son was bothered by all the kids. The guy is crazy! He even attacked me verbally asking me what I had against his son when i told the kid that he shouldn’t touch the computer’s internal functions!

All was well. The kid asked me for computer time. I gave it to him.

Danny and the other kid were just a bit loud and I yelled at them to behave.

The man’s kid was alone and no one was bothering him.

Half an hour later, when I was having a sandwich I saw Vader come upstairs and asked me to have a word with him and the security guard.

He said that the man complained about me..that I have no control over the children’s department.

Fuck him!!!

Vador suggested that next time he came in I was to ask Danny and the other kids to go downstairs and leave his boy alone! He suggested I come to the boy and ask if anything is alright. :o0

If he thinks I am going to honor him and kiss his ass he’s crazy!!

I got so upset I went to the ladies room for 15 minutes!

I shook with rage!

Al, the security guard saw how upset I was and told me

not to worry about that guy. He was a witness and said that none of the kids ever bothered that man’s kid.

I told him it did bother me.

I am so fucking pissed!

To boot I got my period again after two days of no period…followed by a ten day heavy menstral cycle!

I couldn’t even chat with Alexander today nor am I going to the whole summer that school is freaking out!

I am so glad I have two week’s vacation starting next week! I am so sick of everything!

I sick of the same old thing every freaking day!

I go to work and have to deal with this shit.

I come home. I go online. I go to sleep.

On the weekends I go on the Avenue and shop; then I come home. Chat with my lover. Go to bed.

On Sunday I go with my parents for a drive.

then it’s like a cycle..over and over again.

I am so tired and bored!

SensualRose @}>->->->->->-