Trip to Florida

Dear Hearts!

I’ve abandoned you for a long time! :O) Here I be!

I’ve been living it up these past two weeks! I’ve taken two week’s vacation time. I feel much better than on June 23rd when I had my nervous crisis. My period is coming back next week and my back has been bothering me somewhat and again, but I am much calmer.

Last night I booked my first flight on my own! Yay!

I feel really proud of myself. It is nothing, I know but for a woman who has never done anything on her own this is BIG! I booked a flight for myself and parents on Yahoo Travel going to West Palm Beach Florida on August 25th on board Continental Airlines flight 1093 at 10:45 AM and arriving at Palm Beach International airport at 1:30 PM. We are going to spend 10 days visiting my Dad’s relatives and my Mom’s only sister who lives in Hialeah with her husband and two girls.

I am going to miss Alexander so much! I will be wearing my chastity belt LOL..ROFL and my Motorola Beeper plus I will be able to e-mail him constantly since my little cousin, Jeannette and my other cousins in West Palm Beach have a computer.

I will still miss him, man! :o/ After all we like chat every day, e-mail each other, and page each other every single day for the past 2 years…not to mention that once a month he phones me straight from England!

I will buy him a souvenire from Florida to mail it to him and will send him a sunny postcard. ;o)

Today Alex received the packet of photos and personalized magnets I sent him last Saturday. He was so happy! We chatted today for an hour.

He said he wishes I were there with him and I said that in the future we WILL be together.

He told me to keep an open mind, relax and think positive thoughts about us.

I told him I am being possitive…and I do have an open mind. I will be possitive for Alexander and I have confidence that we will meet soon and get married like we want to.

I told him we must stick together and be patient.

We both love each other and our love and friendship is the glue that will keep us together.

I am praying that God will bring us together.

I have strong feelings about him and he of me. He is my soul mate!

I made a reservation to rent a Buick when we arrive at West Palm Beach…Man…I am getting bolder.

I told Alexander that he is a great possitive influence on me. I’ve never been bolder, more confident, happy and joyful since he has come into my life.

When I feel moody and think of him he makes me smile.

I love everything about him!

I told him that I love it that he respects me and loves me so much. We both like it that we can share so much with each other. :O)

He’s my very best friend! I need him in my life, man!

I want and choose to love him.

I want someone in my life that I can give my love to.

I don’t need a man to define me as a person. I know who and what I am but I need someone to shower my affections on, to laugh with, to grow old with. That is what makes a person grow.

That’s what love is all about…finding someone to give your love away to and know that your friendship, caring and love has made a difference and dent upon that life.

This satisfies your need to self-actualize and grow spiritually…that’s the glory of Love.

SensualRose @}>->->->->->->-