White Dress

Greetings, Gentle Hearts!

I’ve been meloncholy again 🙁 It will pass, though because I am strong but oh, how my heart is panging!

I spent the morning sending e-greetings to all my friends and loved ones on-line.

I chatted with Alexander around 2PM! He made my day!

At 3PM I went to Sears in the Mall and spotted this gorgeous white dress with a white rose print! It is chick and lovely!. It was on sale for $39.00!! I thought it lovely for my Sister-In-Law’s Baby Shower so I bought it. I jokingly said to my mother that this was the dress I was going to wear for my wedding. “Ya, right!” she said and I felt so hurt! 🙁 I hold marriage and my own family in high esteem and I feel so hurt whenever someone jokes about it or holds me in disbelief when I talk about my plans. It just wounds me deep inside!

Getting married is one of my most precious of dreams and

I dream of one day having my own family…hopefully in a year or two. Mom obviously doesn’t have faith in me nor in Alexander. 🙁 This really hurts! But, as my New Year’s Resolution this year, I will learn to brush away all negative comments and move onwards with my plans.

I believe strongly that I will soon hear wedding bells…I just need to continue to have patience a little while longer and learn to deal with all sorts of negative comments and keep on smiling.

I am going to have some Chinese food. I hope that I get a great fortune tonight inside one of the 8 fortune cookies I ordered.

SensualRose @}->->->->-