7/17/06

Gah this is arse! I finally got up the courage to call the visa number thingy, and the lady was all "ha, sorry, you have to email them!" …but less rude and things. She was nice.

It’s so much easier trying to plead your case when you can hear the other person believing or not believing you. Through email… I think I went overboard. Craps.

I hate this. I hate my life at the moment. It’s too hard. I hate being so… weak and uncommuncative. I am going to DIE on my wedding day, having to talk in front of all those people! Shit!

I’ll shut  up now.