Blank Brain…

I have been coming here all day, look over my diary (or others), then leaving without saying anything.  But I feel like I need to write something… but I’m not sure what.

I couldn’t sleep last night.  My friend has been staying with me for the last few days and I wanted to talk last night (he and I went through similar situations recently with relationships).  He fell asleep and I was left wide awake, staring at the ceiling.  Something is really bothering me and I don’t know what…  Its been on my mind for probably 3 days now, but try as I might I can’t figure it out to save my life.

What is wrong with me!  I can’t eat, I can’t sleep.  I wanna move on, find people to date, but I can only think about…  Well, nevermind.  And you know what, I’m not the best looker and I’m not exactly what you’d call normal, I’m actually far from it.  But thats what makes me… well… me.  Without that, I’m nobody.

Now, if only I believed that…