for want of death…

the pilaged horde,
along the fjord
is looking for fresh flesh

i move my feet
to take the leap
and sacrifice myself

but on the ledge
i ‘member my pledge
and stay my feet upon

its precarious perch
so quick to lurch
and hurl me to my doom

that the hell was that?!  (kind of silly, and fun.  theraputic i may say…)

coming to the end of the day…  i am thoroughly fried.  this day did not go well.  not only did i get trodden upon, and used like a $3 hooker (that i am), i just couldn’t seem to do anything right. 

then my friend calls to tell me of a house he found (we’re looking for something to rent).  it would have been perfect, but it turns out that a contract is being signed today.  another disappointment.  oy…

to top it all off, the one person that could shine light upon this dreary day has gone MIA… (thats not to say that she’s not busy with something else… i just wish that something else was me at the moment… can’t be selfish all the time i guess.  lol)

the only plus side would be that i signed the rental agreement for the studio that i’m going to be giving lessons in.  its every saturday, i have the studio all day.  now i just need to get a few more students and i’ll be set!  (they are going to let me put up posters around here at work to see if anyone has any kids that would be interested).  i’m also going to have another try with the local high school teachers to see if they have anyone that would be interested.  apparently one of the high school choir teachers around here is a close friend of a friend of mine.  my friend is going to call him and put in a good word for me.

anyway, this would be my only saving grace of this day.  i guess we’ll just have to wait and see how the evening pans out.  nothing planned, just gonna sit and… um…  yeah, i’ve got nothing.  maybe a little practicing would be good…

– noah