harumph…

i’ve been chatting with a very awesome person all morning.  she’s at home, sick and is not going to school.  we had a good, but she wasn’t feeling good and went to go lay down.  i’m glad she did, but now i’m bored.  i have nothing to do here at work right now.  all i was waiting for/needed to do is done.  nothing new has been thrown my way either.

i had another dream about the girl i’ve been speaking about lately.  its weird.  i keep dreaming about her nor can i get her out of my head.  the problem is, i know i have NO chance with her.  her and i have been down this path and i got SHOT down.  which is fine.  i just wish i would stop torturing myself. 

let see… what else is going on.  i’m sick and tired of working here.  i like the money, but i like the free time more.  plus it would be nice to have the free time to practice  (what a novel idea!).  i have three major things coming up and i have NO practice time right now.  I need to learn two arias for a preview i’m doing with seattle preview guild… then i have to start learning (again) the magic flute (3rd time folks), AND i REALLY REALLY REALLY need to learn my music for my Seattle Young Artist audition in January.  Thats alot of music to memorize and i am not the worlds best memorize…er… *looks around nervously*

anyway, i need to get back to work because i was just given a few tasks to do! YAY! *shakes head* not really…

– noah