patheticism…

is that even a word?  if not, it should be.

so, its pretty sad when you can’t remember the last thing you wrote about, so you have to check… but then you check and go, "DUH!" 

course… now that i’m here writing i have forgotten again what the last entry was…

oh yeah!

not that my last entry has anything to do with this one.

and… speaking of, i have absolutely nothing to talk about. 

i’ve now sat here for about 5 minutes and i still have nothing to talk about… oh wait, yes i do.  (its short however)

two things now that i think about it…

1) yesterday (wednesday) i got a call about halfway through the day.  my photographer friend was like, "hey, i think the lighting is okay, lets go do some headshots.  so we went to the Seattle Center and took headshots, full body shots, art shots…  i can’t wait to see them.  he’s a great photographer and i have a feeling i may actually like a few of these… for once… so once i get them and look them over, i’ll post a few to see what you guys think

2) uh oh… i forgot.  damn…

damn me and my alzhiemers… *thinks really hard* yeah… its lost.

so… i will bid thee adieu before i make a bigger fool of myself.  however, i will do one thing.  i haven’t done this in awhile.

OH WAIT!  i remembered!

2) i really wanna start writing again, but i can’t find a good topic.  nothing has piqued my interest in awhile.  *sigh*  quite a few creative flows running in my brain and no outlets for them (without the opera, my head starts to feel like its going to explode… i have to do something outgoing or i feel like a failure).

anyway… back to my 3rd train of thought before i was so rudely interrupted…. by myself….

i usually post my messenger names in case anyone is bored and would like to chat.  here ya go!

yahoo: tom_bombadil19@yahoo.com
MSN: tom_bombadil19@hotmail.com
AIM: TomBombadil19

would love to hear from you (sitting around all by myself all day is not condusive to creative… oh, you get the point…)

– noah