Get Out

Frustration.. That’s what I feel when I talk to certain people. I don’t understand why things can’t be left alone. What if I want to heal!? Why bring up something that just brings back the pain and memories. I just want to say "fuck you .. leave me alone" but I’m not like that.. I can’t do it. Instead I sit here and argue/ push my points. Doesn’t want to hear it really. People are taking sides. I hate this crap. I hate this drama.

Just take me away to a nice little place… to get my mind away.

Apparently I handled it all wrong… but I dont think I did at all… what is this! Its my choice… MY CHOICE! Take ur opinions and shove it.

Get out of my head! I don’t want to hurt anymore. I just want to forget and move forward. Is that too much to ask!? No.. I didn’t think so.

I can’t believe I’ve resorted to talking to myself. Sigh.

On the bright side… this has been a great summer… meeting people, traveling, influencing live… weddings.. friends.. fishings… creating friendships .