What a few years can do…

I laugh at the fact, I have not even attempted to login after almost 3 years! Needless to say my life has been challenging.

Challenges:

1) Working with special ed students. I knew it would be hard work and most days I don’t mind it. The company part has been lacking and frustrating. Never enough staff.

2) What do I do for my future. I thought maybe I could go back to school for my Master’s in Special Ed and obviously get paid more being a teacher than this aide position. However, this damn Praxis test is kicking my arse.I passed 2 sections easily but the writing is giving me a hassle. I’ve retaken it 2x and both times i have missed passing by one Freakin’ point. That is FRUSTRATING!!!!!!! (especially since the test is $85 a crack 🙁 … sucks being poor!)

3) On and off I get frustrated with my boyfriend and people in general when they give me… "i’m right, you’re wrong" all the freakin’ time. However, he’s gotten better.

4) I need money… too many loans, gas prices- kicking my arse driving to work, etc etc etc…

How do I correct and get my life back on track.? I’ve been so busy and lost in repetition.

STUCK!- My key word for my life.. boo..

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