a little while ago

so, we were on our way to a friend’s house a little while ago. the guys were going to drink and play horseshoes and the girls sit around and chat, but i decided i just couldn’t do it. luckily, we weren’t out of town yet.  d turned around and dropped me off at home. he promised me he’d be home by 10.  i hope he is, b/c i don’t like being alone all the time. i miss him.  must be the hormones, b/c i never really minded being alone before. anyway, i didn’t go b/c i was worried i’d feel sick.  of course, this’ll be the one night i’m fine.  i don’t feel sick so far but i am getting really tired.  i just didn’t feel like socializing, especially when no one there knows i’m pregnant, so i’d just look like a whiner or a grouch when really i’d be feeling tired or crappy. that’s one thing i’m worried about. ppl will begin to wonder what’s wrong with me–they’ll think i’m a big baby or something.  but oh well. they’ll understand eventually.

i just want to announce to everyone i see–i’m pregnant!  i’m so happy! but i haven’t even been to the doctor yet so that wouldn’t be wise.  i’ll be 12 weeks on June 24th so we should be able to tell ppl by then. for now, the important ppl know.

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