Compassion

You know my struggles this year. I admit I had some relish moments. I’m trying to get “work” done in a timely manner. I use the weekend to do “work” when I could ease my mind off things from work for those two days. I wanted to make a good impression to someone I like, maybe I have or she wouldn’t had insisted me to get this job as a teacher? I know I have many areas of improvement, but I’m not worried about it until I can survive just a few days to end this academic school year. Summer is calling me for a time to relax and be with my family. My wife has been there for me from my toughest to my good sides, so it has helped me grow back that love we will always have regardless.

With that someone, I don’t know so much. She’s so sweet, pretty, and smart. I’m way out of her league. Besides she’s married and seems like she has it all. I’m only making myself false illusions, and I will accept that it must be lust. She’s superior, which there isn’t a chance. But, I rather us be friends sharing compassion for one another. I do hope to see her smile and be close to her even though it’s mainly about work-related talks we have for the moment being. I wish she could make the first move. That’s all a dream, and I will keep dreaming because it won’t happen. We must leave things as it is….