smells like children

today was a nice quick school day. my only homework assignment was for physics. we have to eat an entire turkey by ourselves. too bad i am a vegetarian. 😛 speaking of physics, i officially suck. today during class i screwed up my answer in the calculations part. he lets us take make-up quizzes and he will keep making more quizzes until we get 100. so about 6 quizzes later i finally get a 100. i kept making a different mistake every time. mr. fracchia is a very patient man. at least during my quizzes i got to listen to some kick ass steely dan. peg is by far the best steely dan song. my internship is still continuing. i think i am more confident when i deal with the animals. i can carry them or hold them down better. i wish i could get into it more, but i need that damn college degree. stupid thing.

why is it that i always push people away? i don’t do it intentionally. i always hate myself for doing it afterward. why can’t i just change the way i do that? i really piss myself off sometimes.