Spying

Hi.  I’m leaving for Korea in 15 days.  I just got back from Europe on Sunday night.  They lost my luggage in Paris, but I have it now.  I’m not really nervous about Korea anymore, I’m actually kind of excited about it.  I’m excited to go to a new place, Europe just feels too much like home right now.  When I landed in Hungary, I felt like I just went on a 15 minute drive.  I feel completely at home, which is a good thing, because I live with the Hungarians (family, and friends), like a Hungarian, not an American.  Anyway, I’m going to be living in a city called Suji that’s like 20 miles outside of Seoul..so it’s a good location.  I’m hoping that I can save up a bunch of money, although thats going to be hard since i have $40000 in student loans to pay off.  I’m excited.  I’m finally going to be living on my own and supporting for myself, even if it’s only for a year, and I’m glad I already have 3 friends in Korea, 1 Korean, 2 American, who I know.  The $25 an hour makes me excited for it too, but I will only be working like 24 hours a week, hopefully more.  Still, I’ll be able to be comfortable when I’m there.  I want to see people, but I also want to just be home and do nothing.  I need to balance it.  Since I’ve been back from Europe, I haven’t seen anyone.  I do wanna see people thoughm and I feel like I should..but I’m not exactly getting texts saying let’s hang out..and everyone knows I suck at initiating.  I guess I will just have to step up to the plate and initiate.  My friends are worth it, so I’m just being a baby.  I’m going to go watch Big Brother soon.