Today sucked lol

So my dog had to be put to sleep today because she had cancer.  She was only 6.  My mom had the vet come and do it here this morning.  I didn’t wanna do anything but I didn’t feel like I could be here when it got donw so I just went tos chool extra early.   when it got done.  My neighbor came over and helped bury her.  So this is why today sucked.  I feel like I have to deal with death a lot more than other people.  I’m not trying to sound all self centered or self entitled…but why do bad things always happen to me and my family?  Am I satahs spawn?  Actually…I probably am.  Who knows who mom banged lol.  I have been in such a bad mood lately…like it is rare that I wanna see or talk to anyone.  I don’t know whats wrong.  Im sure it will be better when school ends in May because I definetely hate it.