What am I Doing?

These days I feel lost. Things didn’t work out with the guy I was dating in Colombia. I was banking on moving there to stay with him, teaching English online for a while. Now, I don’t know what to do. I’m 35 in a few weeks, I don’t have a career path, but I can get jobs. (Not necessarily in the fields I want). I need Podcast recommendations. How do you change career tracks at 35? haha. I feel like it’s impossible this age. I remember writing in this diary when I was about to turn 15, let alone 35! I need to figure my life out. This extended visit (almost 1.5 years!) back in Maine with family has been nice, but I really want my freedom back. It’s like…where do I go from here?