..ah my jokes, they will love it!

I am getting sick of the way I think.
I think.. like a cliche art student who uses metaphors to describe everything. (har har har)
You know, the ones that wear barrets and black turtlenecks.
Well, that’s how my brain works. Despite that, I don’t like it.
For one, I am not artsy at all.. nor do I want to be.
I’m not a huge fan of being so cliche, either..
but being average kind of sucks everything unique about you out of your system.
I watched Confessions of a Shopaholic (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1093908/) today, it was funnier than I thought.
I am depressed, it’s quite depressing. (har har har)
My sarcasm is turned up, at the moment.
So most of this will be stupid and pointless.
..but then tomorrow I will have an entry dripping with eloquence, that’s just how I roll.
My roommate watched a six hour program on house cats today, I didn’t even know they had enough fucking information about house cats to take up six hours of time.
Seriously.
I haven’t talked to my mom yet. I probably should call her today, but..
err.
I don’t really want to.
I have this theory.. I press enter more often when I am in an icky mood.
I think this is a pretty vaild theory.
I don’t know how it’s relevant, but it seems I press it a lot more when I’m like "fuck the world!"
I am in a rambling mood. I don’t know why, but I am just going to leave this window open until I go to sleep
and just ramble
about whatever the hell I want.
My roommate sprays this perfume shit..
that she gets at like the dollar store.
it’s like female axe, sort of. if I had to explain it.. that’s how I would.
it’s fucking nasty.
really.
you’ll just have to take my word for it.
I need to go back to the library and get new movies.
So, whatever.
My song just said that and it felt relevant.
I’ve been listening to a lot of crap lately, but I really love it.
I don’t know why, but I am just in the mainstream crap mood.
I go through music phases a lot.
No idea why, but I do.
It’s kind of like my emotions.
Except the music doesn’t correlate to my emotions, then that would make sense..
but nothing I really do makes sense.
I should just
love you,
 lose you,
and get over it.


Love-Suraque
(Kid Cudi- Cudizone http://www.youtube.com/watch)