I am happy… and that’s just the saddest lie.

Anyway.. since all of this autism shit, they have been testing me like no other.
I have done so many neurological tests. It’s getting really stressful.
I really wish I didn’t have to do so many. I don’t like it. It makes me feel stupid.
Then if I don’t get the correct answer, I feel even more stupid.
Ah. It’s, like I said, really stressful.
AND.
I have been falling back into old habits.. ergh, yeah.
I know I really don’t talk much on here, but I love this diary.
I really wish I had the chance to update it everday, but I really don’t have anyway to.. unless I can get a friggin’ bus pass, which would be nice.

I’ve been up since five, blah. I had to get up super early because the testing facility was super far downtown.
(took me two hours to get there!! given it was by bus. x3)
Sorry it’s so short, I am not comfortable writing this stuff in public, I will write more later this week.

LOVE SURAQUE
(Soundtrack 2 My Life- Kid Cudi)