This ain’t suppose to happen to me..

I haven’t posted in a few days, I know. Nothing interesting has been really going on.
Plus I was at my mother’s.. and when I am there I have better things to do than to be online.
When I was there, she told me some stuff.. about her marriage, that I just didn’t need to know.
Apparently they’re breaking up, which.. you just don’t tell that stuff to your kids, you know?
Make them worry, and sometimes it’s for no reason.
I don’t think they’re really breaking up, she’s just a drama queen..
but it’s still hard to see your mother upset like that.
We had a nice time yesterday, though. We went to visit my grandparents, they were staying at a hotel.
They took us out to dinner and it seemed pretty nice, I don’t think it was really bad at all.
Besides the waitress we had, she fucking sucked. Never took our plates, never refilled our glasses.
I am surprised my grandmother left her a tip.. because my grandmother just isn’t like that.
 
I am not suppose to be your rebound.
I am suppose to be the one you want.
I am not suppose to be the one you like.
I am suppose to be the one you love.
I got some of my neurological tests back today. I have a lower math score than I thought.
It’s funny, considering how much my dad has drilled me with math.
I want to tell him I suck at it, it’ll be pretty funny actually. I’m sure he won’t think so, though.
My grandmother sent me a letter today. She and her sister are taking Aztec Calender classes..
whatever the fuck that is. They’re weird like that though, and do weird shit like that constantly.
So, today. I have decided.. that I am totally going to start taking writing classes.
I think, and so does the test, that I am very verbally advanced. I scored so high on those areas.
I scored highest on vocabulary and abstract reasoning… and perceptual speed and accuracy..
which basically means I can draw lines really fast.
I went to McDonalds to eat today.
I needed comfort.
I found it in deep fried potatoes
and some mexcian chicks.
They noticed I was really upset.
(and crying)
so they talked to me.

I talked to my mother for a little while today, she didn’t seem too bad.
I was out, I needed to get some stuff from her. I am glad she isn’t doing badly.
I have my group tomorrow. They’re going to have a lot of fun hearing me bitch about everything.
No old ladies and peeing outside this time.
It’s all about me. They’re my friends. I think.
I hope so at least. I really need them to be.

well. Girls are so confusing, that’s for sure.

-Suraque

(Knock You Down- Keri Hilson http://www.youtube.com/watch)