When he’s looking, she falls apart.

I saw this couple yesterday.. and the man was a hell of a lot more girly looking than the girl.
(I personally don’t dig the long hair + tight pants on men, but I know a lot of chicks do.)
and it got me thinking.. how the hell does that work? Really.
I mean, logically it makes sense.. because you’re attracted to someone who has different DNA than you..
hence you’d look differently than each other. Manly-chick, pretty-boy. So it works.
but, I guess I am just really shallow.. and seeing that guy it was like ‘why is he with that girl, she’s a dog.’
Why can’t I get anyone to love me?
Really. I am so needy, especially lately. I don’t know why.
I think the whole ‘he never loved you and you can’t even lie about it anymore’ thing has really
really
struck a nerve.
Except, I am taking it fairly well, really.
Maybe I’m still trying to lie to myself, which could be.
I totally would’ve right-aligned that.. but these stupid ass buttons don’t cooperate 90% of the time.
I started a livejournal, is that the same thing as this? Well, I’ll probably ramble on it a lot less than I do this one.
just because, it’s new (to me) and I don’t like growing accustom to new things.I mainly joined because
there was this girl
and I really wanted to talk to her.
..but turns out it’s not a girl, it’s some group thing.
I don’t quite get it, but ya know. Women make us do those crazy things.
Speaking of crazy women, my roommate was gone for most of the day.. which was really nice.
I don’t know about you
but I
friggin’
hate
people.
Especially her.
She makes me want to puke when I hear her voice.
or look at her.
She smells bad, too.
This weirdo perfume stuff she sprays religiously.
I hate that more than I hate her.
That nasty perfume.
I even got her some nice spray stuff as a gift, but she never uses it..
You think she’d get the hint.
Like my grandmother and her gum macking. Ugh.
I used to chew so loudly, but she never got it.

PEACE OUT- sur
(Lady Gaga- Dance in the Dark http://www.youtube.com/watch)