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I had a really bad day yesterday.  In between wiping runny noses and changing poopy diapers, I’ve been trying to get it out "in print" today.  Unfortunately, the entry didn’t save.  I’m not sure why, but it didn’t. 

Truth be told, it’s ok, because I don’t think that what I wrote today really did justice to the topic(s).  If the entry had saved, I don’t think I would’ve taken the time to revise and "get it right".  I would’ve just left that lousy entry out there.  So, its just as well.  Because I want to get this right.  I don’t think I’ll try it again today, it was too much to think about  the first time.

So yesterday…my brother and I finished sorting through our mommy’s clothing & accessories.  It was really awful.  So emotionally draining.

It’s just such a FINAL step.  Getting her things sorted and distributing them.  I don’t know how it is supposed to feel, but it just felt awful.

Damn my therapist for cancelling tonight’s appointment!  Enjoy Florida, biotch.

Anyhoo…since I’m not going to attempt writing that again, I don’t have much else to write about.  The boys, my darling angels shared their colds with me.  I don’t feel that bad, but I’ve got no voice.  Mattson’s really extra cranky today.  I think those new teeth might be trying to cut one of these days.  Poor little guy is really miserable.

I’m playing Betty Crocker today – there’s an actual 1950s meal in my oven right now.

Since I’m boring myself, I’ll just step away from the computer now.

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January 22, 2008

aww, you’re not boring! i hope you feel better soon.

1950’s meal??? So is it like a pot roast with mashed potatoes? Love it! And you’re not boring… You’re just married! LOL!

January 22, 2008

I’m sure that must have been so hard. I’m so sorry, lady.

I know those days… minus going through your mommys stuff.. I cannot imagine that.. I hope today is a little better *hugs*