a series of fridays..

have led me think that perhaps things are feeling a bit..routine as of late. every friday i find myself telling my good friend K that "YES! we have once again come full circle, a week has passed" bla bla bla..and we ask each other whats up for the weekend. but its starting to feel so typical. i can’t say i’d love my life to be only spontaneous but it would be great to have the occasional surprise. i dunno, maybe this is all just a funk and i digress.

the baby is still dormant as i call it..meaning i can’t feel a dang thing. its driving me nuts in a way coz people keep asking "can you feel anything yet??" and i have to say..NOOOOOOO, but what i’d like to say is, FEEL THIS and well, you get the picture, kick or hit with brute force said person asking the question.  that was a fun visual. sigh.

so i know that i’m early on, (17th week-ish) and i really don’t have anything to worry about , but of course i’m going to worry because i have no bloody idea what anything is "supposed" to be like. hey there ya go, let this be the surprise factor in my life. look at the bright side and what not, etc. 🙂

but i’m impatient. must fill head with other thoughts! i need a good book.

another thing, i’m tired of people saying "you can’t eat this, but you can eat that, oh but not this.." i’m ready to chuck it all and just live off bread and milk. who am i kidding, anyone that knows me will laugh loud and long at that courageous statement. what can i say ladies, food is my passion. i am currently "involved’ with a show called Hell’s Kitchen. i find it morbidly fascinating. Chef Ramsay is fantastic, but sometimes i think the people that got on the show are absurd. ah, we all have our opinions. they are like asses and elbows my english professor used to say. weird saying i always thought. why not just say elbows?

last rant of the day, my skin is atrocious. if any of you out there have been pregnant and hormonal or simply acne ridden and have any ideas how to get rid of it..but the thing is, i can’t take any medications, ideally it should be a face wash or natural method. and trust me i’m drinking PLENTY of water and eating good stuff for me. its not going away, its getting worse. forehead, back and chest area. bleh, gross i tell ya. any advice is appreciated!!!

off to the weekend, and traffic madness. cheers!