complaintless

riddle me this. how does a doctor who’s job happens to be inspecting a nether region known as the female reproductive system, expect you to simply relax whilst shoving devices into your innermost, personal areas?! and not complain mind you! and the doc is a woman? well, she was lovely and wonderful..but i always get that nagging feeling when Gyno’s or OB’s in this case, do the exam and you kind of flinch and they sigh like "its not THAT bad". HA! i so wish the tables were turned sometimes. anyway, my doctor was very cool and i think i’m gonna like her, so it wasn’t all bad..i didn’t complain after. my husband was in awe, it was hilarious.

i’m waiting for my in-laws to get home so the whole fam can go to dinner. we have Kevin’s niece and nephew, sister, brother n law and another niece along for the trip. should be interesting to say the least. his sister is pregnant again and i think sometimes she does the whole "martyr" competition thing. i really do despise people that constantly seem in a contest to outdo you in matters of unfortunate events. like for instance, because she’s further along in her pregnancy..i couldn’t POSSIBLY understand what pain is yet. which is undoubtedly true, but why thrust it in the others face? to show how martyr-esque you are is my only conclusion. please let me know if you have any other suggestions.

on a less bitchy note, i’m going to see a film tomorrow called ‘No Reservations’. should be good, i really *enjoy Aaron Eckhart. i don’t feel that his acting is quite to potential yet, but i’m sure a really juicy role will come along and he’ll nail it. however, playing Harvey Dent in the next Batman installment doesn’t hurt..but i actually enjoyed him more in "Conversations with Other Women", co-starring Helena Bonham Carter. it was very different. then again i always had soft spots for indie films.

i really wish i could have a cigarette about now and i don’t even smoke. i used to, every once in awhile, but now, forget it. that and caffeine. it’s like, ok, punish a woman completely why don’t you. shit.

tori amos is a phenomenal person. i mean..listen to this "whats so amazing about really deep thoughts? boy you best pray that i bleed real soon, hows that thought for you?"

sigh…i’m always inspired by these piano playing women. (i play piano by the by) such as Tori, Rachael Yamagata, Fiona Apple, Imogen Heap and of course Carole King.

its time to dry my hair that is slowly becoming borderline soul-train.  x

* enjoy = fantasize about having amazing one night stand that means something deep for both parties involved and then waking up and going back to normal life with no punishment whatsoever.

recap:
-women probing women..shouldn’t they be more gentle?
-waiting for dinner and starting to feel fatigue
-want me some Aaron Eckhart and shall have tomorrow.
-piano playin chicks rule.
-hair in need of serious conditioning techniques.

current music playing: van morrison ‘i’ll be your lover, too’