biopsy results/just other things

My biopsy results were that there wasn’t cancer but that the biopsy was inconclusive so now I have to go back soon and have the biopsy done again. I’m so excited to have a giant needle shoved into my neck again. That crap hurt the first time but maybe it won’t hurt so much this time seeing as a radiologist is going to do it and I would think they would be more experienced than a regular dr/surgeon.

I still miss Jess terribly. It’s just weird not having him here especially when I go to Logli’s. Go figure the place he hates the most is the place I seem to miss seeing him at the most lol. I’m going to be sending him a letter soon after I revise it a bit and send him some photos of me and kacey that we took at the mall in one of those photobooth type things.

I just try to put on a happy face when I’m in public and at work and just try not to think of him but its hard. I’m hoping I can talk my friend Amanda and Lil one into coming over tomorrow after I get off work to do some Zumba. Amanda has a wii game of it. It will be nice to have someone come over. I have to get Kacey’s derby car ready for Saturday. He has a pinewood derby race on Saturday so hopefully we can get the kinks worked out before then especially since I have no clue what I’m doing when it comes to that. Maybe I can see if Amanda’s husband Terry is around and maybe he can help us figure something out.

Well guess I better get to bed.