shitty days

Man I really wish I could quit my job. Today I was on the register instead of serving. Everything was going pretty good. We had these oatmeal bars and I had went through 1 and had about 20 from the 2nd box and so I opened the last box and was going to add the 20 or so from the other and count them to the last box so my manager starts yelling something and you can’t hear what anyone is saying so I dropped the bars to go see what she was saying. I get to the window and she’s yelling at me because I didn’t just add to the 20 or so box instead of bringing out the whole box and said I don’t listen to her. I’m only on regular ONE day a week so yea I’m going to forget and it wasn’t that major. Why not have me do it the way I was going to do it and figure out for myself that it would be easier to have the 20 or something bars and add to it instead of having to count a crapload of bars instead. She makes me feel like I’m such a idiot but then she turns around and says I need to be more confident. Hmm nothing like someone basically saying you’re an idiot to boost that confidence. I can’t ask questions about anything because then “I’m not listening”. I have even tried to repeat back what she tells me to make sure I’m understanding it correctly but to also let her know I’m listening to what she’s saying. Today she had me put my comments on my review and so I had put it would be nice i maybe I could be shown what I’m doing wrong so I can correct them. She took it as I was saying she didn’t show me anything on how to do things. Example she has me count trays at the end of the day and some days my counts are way off for some reason so I’m trying to figure out what I’m doing wrong so I go over it with her. Every day we have 450 trays set aside but yesterday I had 90 left over that had accumulated so I wanted to use those to get them used so she took away like 2 stacks of the trays so that brought the count to 350. So 350 +90 brought the count to 440. I ended up using up all the trays I had so I had to grab another stack of trays which have 50 in them so that brought the count up to 490. The count for how many kids we served came up to 420 something I think. I had 5 trays left from the 50 so I took 490 and subtracted 45 because I knew if I added the trays we would have served over 500 and we don’t serve that many kids so subtracting the 45 from the 490 was the only thing that made sense to me and my manager kept saying I had to add the 45 trays because I used them but that wouldn’t make sense to do. So yea she had me confused and she does this kind of crap all the time. The pizza recap is the stupidest one ever. Instead of just counting a whole pizza we have to put how many slices and how many whole pizzas we have left. The last time I did that one I got how many were left right but I had to figure out how many we served and I couldn’t figure it out and a teacher came in to talk to my manager about a student so I was standing at the computer trying to figure it out in my head what I needed to do. After the teacher left she started yelling at me asking me why I was standing at the register when I could have been working it out on the calculator. How the fuck am I supposed to work it out on the calculator if I have no fucking clue what the hell I’m supposed to be using for figures. I think it was like 23 slices were left. We receive 48 pizzas in all and there is 10 slices per pizza. So I was thinking it would be 46 whole pizzas and 3 slices but according to the manager that was wrong. So that’s the kind of crap I have to put up with on a daily basis. I can’t wait til school is out.