This Is Her…

I…well, I honestly do have a lot to say, and, I am like…*sigh* just I dunno sick to my stomach right now because of something that I became aware of recently but…It is my own fault for wanting to be knowledgeable about this particular thing. 

But…uh yeah, be prepared for a long entry. My last entry, aside from the FO one was on Wednesday so, yeah. Hmm. Thursday we planned on doing some shopping because my Foodstamp money was supposed to be put on the card. I’m always pessimistic about stuff, thinking it’s not going to happen and I’m going to have to wait longer than they say. But I called Thursday morning and the balance was $127 like promised. W00T!

Randy had to go meet his dad up the street at Meinekie to get his keys. He stayed there and helped him with the machine because I guess some of the sodas had exploded because the machine had gotten too cold. Blah. Anyway. Adam (his brother) was there, and they made tentative plans to take their dad to lunch on Friday for Father’s day. Randy works on Sunday so he can’t do it on that day.

Anyway so we got ready to go. Well Randy played his game for a little bit and then got Showered and ready to go.

We went to Trader Joe’s and got a few things there and then got some lunch because apparently we can use foodstamps for the cold deli sandwiches. Good to know. So we had lunch and then did our grocery shopping. We had made a list the night before. Got everything on the list except Bacon, oil and Steaks because that Safeway’s meat selection is horrible…and the oil was going on sale the following day.

Soooo then after that, we came home.  Randy played his playstation Sleeping Dogs game for another 234028309243 hours which was fun.  that game is pretty cool to watch.  he’s like a chinese gangster or something.  not sure but yeah it’s fun.  he drives around Hong Kong and runs people over, shoots people, crashes into shit.  I ate dinner by myself cuz he didn’t want anything.  meh…. -_-

He had texted Adam to see what the plans were for Friday to take their dad to lunch and I thought he had texted him back because his phone was blowing up at like midnight….not sure who was texting him at that hour, and at that rate…sheesh….but uh yeah…

*blinks*

anyway, so we went to bed….finally at like 1:30 Adam texts him and they make stupid arrangements to meet at 12 at Texas Roadhouse, these arrangements included like a 20 minute phone call which was just DUMB.  ugh.  I swear, that boy is….soooo difficult.  But anyway.  So that was that, my head was just like gonna explode, and I was just like SLEEEEEEEP.  

So Friday, woke up….my head was on the verge of being severed off….grrrr.  but I got up and Randy played his game and we showered and got ready to go.  Did a couple of things and then he dropped me off at the Mall and then went to meet his dad and bro at Texas Roadhouse at noon….so I was walking into the Mall and it was funny because this girl was standing there with a clipboard, obviously doing like a mall survey or something, and she asked me "Would you like to do an Alcohol Taste Test?" and I was like uhmm not today.  Then goes, "Do you have any Pet Cats?" lol and I was like uhmmm no.  lmao what a random choice of questions.  hahahah.  *sigh*  

So anyway, I went to Payless, tried on some shoes.  Shopped around in Sears for a bit then went to Dillard’s…I had NO idea Dillard’s at the Park Place Mall had a 2nd Story.  I have lived in Tucson for almost 4 years….and have been coming to Tucson and have been to the Park Place Mall I don’t know HOW many times….and I had NO fucking clue.  WTF.  That just goes to show you, right?  WTF hahaha.  good times.

But anyway, so I was just about to go into Dillard’s when Randy text me that he swore Adam was adopted.  and I was like why?  So he said he would explain to me when he got there.  I was like uhmmm so he was coming to the mall now?  Yuppp.  So, he got there like 20 minutes later.  Apparently….Adam never told their dad that they were having lunch at 12 at Texas Roadhouse.  Adam is so fucking irresponsible and doesn’t give a shit about anyone but himself.  So Dale was out doing errands and had to be home by like 2, he was waiting for Randy to call him to figure out what was going on….and Adam was at home Asleep.  

UGH!

So yeah.  Randy was livid.  like I could see his blood was boiling and he was on the verge of tears.  He told Adam I don’t know how many times "I WORK ON SUNDAY THIS IS THE ONLY DAY I CAN TAKE DAD OUT".  Fucking prick….

So we walked around the mall a bit….then we went a did a few other things.  He had to get his truck payment together, and take that in, we went to Bookmans where I found my "Scary Stories" books that I have been looking for!  woohoo!  found them in treasury form, one book of all three books for $5.  Sweet.  all original art work because I found all three books separately, but it was the new art work and i was like crap that sucks, but then I looked just below them, and found the old ones.  woot!

Sooo yeah, I had to take my meds after that and that was probably a mistake because i started to feel pretty shitty after that.  but we went to Sam Levitz and looked around after he took his Truck Payment and I was like uggghh my head hurts I need food.  So we went to Wings Over Broadway.  but I felt better after we ate.  While we were eating though my brother called me.  I had text him about their Costco account because we need to see about buying certain things in bulk, like paper towel and toilet paper, and some of the food.  so we were talking about that.  

Then he was like, I got a question for ya….and I was like mmmhm?   LoL…So he was supposed to meet The Wench that day to give her the kids, but her car supposedly broke down.  So he was like if possible can you meet her mom in Bowie tomorrow (Saturday)?  So I asked Randy what time he was working and Matt was like it would be in the afternoon.  Well Randy said he was working 1 – 10 so I was like eh sure why not, it would give me something to do.  lol.  But Matt said he would let me know.

Well he called me back and said they were coming to Tucson so I would have to meet them somewhere here and that he would figure out how I was gonna do it.  Well he said he wanted to see them before they went with The Wench, so he might have Sharla pick me up, take us to the Hospital, then we’d pick up the car and I’d meet her somewhere.  I was like really?  why don’t you have Sharla take the kids to the hospital to see you, then have her bring the kids to me and The Wench can pick them up from me?  Uhm wouldn’t that be easier???  gah!

They  take the fly’s route about everything.  you know that whole picture that shows a line from A to B…then how a fly gets from A to B and it’s all crazy?  That’s my brother.  haha.  ugh.  anyway, then also Randy’s dad called him to say they were going to the swap meet and Randy had said we were gonna go.  So I was like I need to get different shoes and then get my meds too.  But…I kind of think he may have not wanted to see his bro had he been there, so he was like uhm yeah I don’t wanna go afterall, so he called his dad back and was like we’re not gonna go.  

We ended up going to Best Buy, Target and Safeway and I felt like crap.  blah 🙁 we bought the rest of the stuff we needed and then came home.  Saturday I waited around basically all day for my bro to tell me whether or not I was going to have to do anything regarding the kids but didn’t end up.  I just felt like poo all day….ugh.  but whatever, most of it was my fault as I stated above.  grrrrr…….but yeah…

Hmmm my brother came for me in the evening so I could take him home.  The wench never came to Tucson because her mom got "sick" or whatever.  Then he was like but, David…the boyfriend who was in prison for two years, any of you remember him from a couple years ago?  Anyway I guess he’s out now.  My bro is like yeah I guess he might be taking the kids to the water park or something because he has his son.  I was like oh he’s back.  lol.  oy.  so he was like I’ll let you know.  fucking aye. 

So yeah.  But That never happened and so I had all four kids and so that helped.  I got $75 yesterday.  And the kids were actually Civil and didn’t fight much and Bubba took a Nap and yeah it was good.  So yeah.  *sigh*

So hmm.  I’m still trying to sell the Futon and still try to sell some clothes and a few other things.  Just gotta get my butt in gear and take pics of these things.  blargh.  My back has been hurting and I just feel awful.  Grrr.  Its that time of the month I think.  Bluh.  Oh well.  Anyway, I think that’s it.  Not much else to say.  Tomorrow is my brother’s birthday.  So we’ll see if I even get to go over there and spend some time with him.  The kids said they’re making him cupcakes, but he’s supposed to be going out and playing Golf.

Then Wednesday they are going to BJ’s but we won’t be able to go because Bucky STILL hasn’t paid Randy.  he owes him $110 now.  FUCKER….ugh…..

Anyway….that’s it for reals now though.  have a good one.  buhbye.