Sick
Well, I’ve finally deduced that I’m sick. My stomach is all grumbly and my joints hurt a bit. That equals a head cold or flu or something. Then again, it could also be my asthma as I did get sick this time of year LAST year as well. Either way, sick is sick… so away with me to the clinic tomorrow. Actually I don’t know if I’ll get a chance to go tomorrow but I will make my best effort to go.
OM was pretty boring. The teacher seems decent enough as he tries to encourage discussion with questions… but personally, I feel as if I’m back in high school. Honestly, he is asking questions that have obvious answers and forcing discussion rather than letting it happen. If you force discussion… you’ll only get exactly what you want to hear and there will be hardly any thought behind the process. Anyways, that class is hard to gauge at the moment… we’ll see how it goes.
I kind of goofed on the Finance today. I went through the entire lecture only to blow off the quiz. I knew how to do it… but I wanted to play video games. Stupid yes? I have to make sure not to do that again… that was just poor decision making on my part. Fortunately, only 12 of those quiz grades have to be good, so that was my one gimmie that I have for that class. I really want to take Exam 2 for that class on Friday… but me feeling like shit is hurting my retention of information and my… willingness to sit for long periods of time when I have to run to the restroom every few minutes.
*Sighs* I hope Twilight is doing better than I am. I always act like I’m in control of everything when I really only know what I have sought myself. I don’t feel like I need to keep up a facade with her… but I do feel as if she has enough to worry about without needing to worry about me as well. I mean… my parents don’t worry about me, so why should she? Speaking of her, she is yet to write anything here… I’ll have to ask her to attempt it… who knows. If she doesn’t want to, that’s fine by me. I do know that keeping this up does help with my meditation and how I deal with things.
I’m actually really hungry at the moment… unfortunately, I don’t really have that much money to spend on food right now. Not only that, but it’s dinner time for most people… so wherever I go it will be crowded… and I don’t particularly feel like dealing with people at the moment. I think people can sense when others feel crappy… and then they capitalize on that opportunity by being jerks right then.
Well… I suppose I’ll hit up FFVII some more now. Perhaps it will take my mind off my stomach…
Vampyre
mood: lazy
music: none
thinking: it sucks to be sick…