04/13/2013

We went shopping again today, people, and you won’t believe what happened.

It happened.

I was almost HOPING it would happen.

But then when it happened, it hurt.

I saw Jay.

I didn’t even talk to him and I don’t think he saw me.

But I saw him. And he was with his girl friend, the one he cheated for.

It hurt deep in my chest.

Yet, I still had this hope that he’d see me and talk to me.

I don’t know why, though, because I knew it would be painful, but I still hoped for some dumb reason.

Oh, and I think we found a dress. We set it aside, so if we find something better, we’ll buy that, but it’s nice.
It’s what I call a bubble dress but I don’t like that it’s black and the sleevelessness makes me a little bit uncomfortable because I have what I call wings (super flab on my arms) and it bothers me to show my arms like that.

It’s kinda gross and embarrassing…….