06/17/2013

Day thirteen (ooooh, what a number…)~!~!~!~!~!~!

77) Write a thank-you letter to a musical artist or band that has gotten you through some tough times.
— If we look back about two entries ago, we’ll see that I’ve already detailed HOW I’ve been helped by Ed Sheeran and Justin Timberlake. Now I have to thank them? Uhm….
Dear Ed & Justin,
You probably have no idea how absolutely wonderful you’ve been to me for the past few months, but still I thank you. You’ve both pulled me out of my doldrums, my depressing days, and my inability to cope with certain situations in my life. I’m forever grateful to musicians like you because you do what you do not only to entertain but to also change the lives of so many people in this world.
…I don’t know what else to say without repeating most of that other entry…

78) What fairy tale character do you most relate with?
— I’ve addressed this in another entry as well. I find that Rumplestiltskin and I are very similar and it’s somewhat saddening to read about him and feel how misunderstood and mistreated he was. It’s painful! Looking at the childhood version of Rumplestiltskin that I’m used to (I don’t about other versions possibly being about eating babies or anything like that…), it seems as though he’s just an ugly creep that nobody loves. Getting a baby was a realistic way for him to find love in someone (I think that this is a large part of why I want a child) and he worked so hard for it just to have a selfish princess go back on HER WORD. If the witch didn’t think she could keep her word, why the heck did she make the promise in the first place?! Now, I don’t need people arguing for the princess because I really do get it, honestly. The problem is that nobody ever looked how this was from Rumplestiltskin’s point of view. The fact is that he was so misunderstood and treated like a deplorable creature (hmm….sounds familiar) and then he was promised something so important to him, something that he not only wanted but probably was in need of (everybody needs a little bit of love), and it was taken away from him so easily as though he was a young child who would forget in a few days or an animal who didn’t really matter anyways (sounds familiar, too). Even without actually being similar to him, I feel his pain, I understand his struggle and sadness, and I feel as though just "getting it" makes me closer to the character than most are.

79) Have you already thought about baby names?
— At my age I can’t decide if it’s a BAD thing or a GOOD thing that I have. I find it hard to plan for the future and usually my fear of it prevents me from doing so, yet I’ve planned ahead here. However, the fact that I’m so young and already want children could be mistaken as being a teenager who wants to go have sex and get kids NOW. That’s wrong, though. I don’t even want to have sex. I’m interested in adopting children and even still I don’t want to adopt any until AFTER I’ve got myself a steady income, a comfortable living arrangement, and the means and time to raise a child.
Even though I want to adopt, I HAVE thought about and decided on names for children if I ever have the opportunity to name any. For a boy, I’ve decided on Arjun (Ara) James Ganesh. For a girl, I’ve decided on Elisabeth Marie. It’s the name I was supposed to have (along with my mother, I think) and never got (but will eventually either make it a legal middle name or else name a child that) paired with my best friend’s (and a million other girls) middle name. So. It’s my middle name with my best friend’s middle name and it’s cliche because those are two of, if not THE, most popular girls’ middle names in America. Yay for cliche. And here I was wanting to be original. Ah well…

80) Do you prefer male or female singing voices?
— I rather male singers, especially when they sing higher. I’m not a huge fan of female voices. Katy Perry is the only exception that I can think of right now. I mean, I do enjoy certain women’s voices, but there are only a few that I can say that I truly love and KP is one of them.

81) Have you ever been hit by someone of the same gender?
— I have a best friend, don’t I? XD It happens. You can’t love someone fully without learning to hate them first and especially not without being comfortable enough to express anger towards them. I don’t condone violence, but I do think people can’t truly love each other if they never get angry with each other.

82) Have you ever been attacked by a bakery product? [I swear to Lard that this is actually a question: http://allysrandomage.blogspot.com/2007/06/101-random-questions.html #721]
— I actually have. I’ve been smashed in the face with a cupcake and I don’t doubt that somewhere outside of my memory, I’ve been attacked with cake and other stuff like that.

83) [81.5] Have you ever been HIT ON by someone of the same gender?
— I realized that I misread the question… Uhm, yeah, I have. Actually, one of my best friends (NANI) either blatantly hit on me or was waaaaaaay too comfortable with me a while. I’m pretty sure that, even if she never had a crush on me, she’d go out with me if I were interested. Sadly, I’m not. XD

84) What was your first detention for?
— Middle school: Not bringing gym clothes (on purpose). High school: Forgetting my ID (they take that stuff TOO seriously).

85) Vanilla or chocolate?
— Vanilla. I’m not really a sweets person and I only ever WANT chocolate when it’s Lindor or when I’ve got that evil satanic girl issue that I wish would just go kill itself. (Seriously?! I don’t want to birth kids, can’t that shit just go away?)

86) What are your three favorite internet sites?
— I don’t know what my favorites are, but the three I visit and check most are OpenDiary, Facebook, and deviantART.

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