I’ve never been so happy! Or is it angry?

GUYSSSSS, HE HAS A NAME!
You would not believe how excited I was after school today.

Ara, you finally have a full name.

I’m so HAPPY: In 4th block today, it slapped me in the face and I literally just used up blank pages in my planner to write your name over and over. To everyone who glanced over at me happily writing that name, I would’ve probably appeared to be an obsessed teenage girl with a crush, but you know that I’m not.

So, you’re probably curious as to what that name is. WELL. I already said that Ara would be short for Arjun. I stuck with the one ‘English’ middle name and one ‘Hindi’ one, so there are two middle names. Druuuuuuuuuuumroll, please!

Arjun James Ganesh. That’s the name. To anyone else, it probably won’t seem like much, but I see it as the most fantastically perfect name EVER. I love it. I’m a little bit creeped-out by myself that I’m 17 and getting super excited over naming a kid that doesn’t exist, but then I’m also amazed that I’m actually thinking so far into my future when I usually fear the future.

Arjun "Ara" James Ganesh

I’m also so freaking ANGRY: On a completely random note, I apparently have 26 markers or something for Celiac disease. That’s based on 0-7: Won’t have it. 8-11: Should have it. 12+: Will have it…. So I’m pretty high up there. My sister’s is 21. BUT. The doctor said that they have to run the test again and do a genetics test to be sure, but my blood test says it’s definite. I can’t do this. I can’t NOT have pastas and breads! I HATE that rice noodle crap! Grrrrr. What do I do?!?!?! D: