Let them go, write your life, be poor for a day.

Today is my tenth day. I feel kind of bad for not writing every day, but not enough to truly care.

54) Someone you need to let go or wish that you didn’t know.
— Jay or Lena. Both of them have had such major impacts and influences on the emotional aspect of my life and, overall, not in the best of ways. I do need to let them go emotionally and I oftentimes find myself wishing that I hadn’t met either. Jay tore my heart to shreds and it’s pitiful to say that, but it’s true. Lena is more of ME letting those remaining shreds fight at each other. Between the two of them, my heart is just a pit of confetti.

55) What would you call your autobiography?
— If I actually spent the time to write out a true autobiography, I don’t know what I would call it. I might chose "Unloved?" in honor of my OD username. I might decide to call it "The Autobiography of SElisabeth." I don’t really know. I feel as though there are endless creative possibilities that I could be listing right now, but none come to mind. I could call it "Hey, Guys! I Did It" because I feel like there are so many people that don’t think I will ever reach that successfully published moment. It all depends, I guess.

56) Would you rather be poor and healthy or rich and ill?
— Obviously, poor and healthy is a smart choice. I really wish that I were physically fit and healthy, and so far money hasn’t been too plentiful anyways, so that part wouldn’t be a big change. However, if we mean poor as in ACTUALLY poor, then that would be difficult. BUT. I have an easier time setting financial goals and sticking to them than setting fitness goals and sticking to them, so it might not end too badly.

57) Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person?
— I wasn’t dating anyone at that time, and I’m not now. So. No.

58) Do you like Red Bull?
— I don’t recall ever having it and I’m afraid to now, so no, not really.

59) Do you smoke weed regularly?
— I don’t smoke it at all.

60) How many people can you tell absolutely everything to?
— None whatsoever. There have always been a few things I don’t tell my best friends because it’s hard to be that honest with certain things.

Done with my questions for today.