May 30, 2004

damn it

i meant informal as in i dont have to dress up for it in a suit and tie or dress. it’s good money i’ve been doing it for four years now and i’m not leaving it. i finally have set hours this year. but i am looking for a second job so yeah. i dont know.

if the money is good and it is something you love to do,i say go for it.i had a job i loved,crappy hours and pay,but i loved it tremendously.the people,the music played all the time,the freedom that it offered me…loved it.family hated it,but i loved it and that is all that mattered to me.sounds like this job is like that 4 u,always nice to do something you love doing isn’t it.

you cant leave me *crys* i dun have many friends and when you leave thats like one less person i can hang with..plus we might be moving but i doubt it..so yea..dun leave me damn it! uh….well you can leave just gotta be able to talk to you i guess…or somethin…but yea dun leave me if you dun have to 😛 hehe well ttyl..if you ever get one..laterz *Amber*

hi could you possibley fill in a goth survey on my diary, it’s for my dissertation! doesn’t matter if you don’t consider yourself goth or not, i just need opinions from other peeps, thanks!