halloween blues

The new job is going alright.  I like being in the office I have already gotten to know more people in my department.  I however am still flip flopping back and forth from one job to the other.  It is very stressful I feel like I am doing two jobs and neither job is begin done right because i don’t have the time to devote to either one!!

Yesterday I came in and the women in the workroom had called off so instead of going into the office like i am supposed to I had to go into the workroom and clean up their messes.  I hate it in the workroom but I know the job inside and out so I just went in and cleaned house.  The only problem was.  I was the only secratary there and i was in the workroom not the office so when the Tech guys came to work on my computer I had to go to the office.  When someone needed an access card I had to go to the office!  When the charge nurse didn’t feel like booking a case i had to go to the office.  When the call team needed called in into the office i went.  I didn’t get enough time in either place to make a diffenece and i know there are going to be complaints today.

I applied for a new job.  The Radiography department posted a receptionist position.  Less stress better hours a little less money but i am garunteed 40 hours a week unlike in surgery so it should even out. to about when i am clearing now  I am hoping i get it I have office experiance now and am farmiler with the phone systems so I don’t see why I wont unless my manager won’t give me up which i am can see happening. what makes me mad is that I know if i leave they will have to figure something out for the office some kind of position and that is what i really want but they won’t do it  until i leave.  I think sometimes it might but better to just get out of that department all together!!!

what really sucks is that I should be so excited about the halloween party coming up and i am not excited I regret inviting Jason I don’t know if i want him to meet my friends if i am unsure if i want to keep seeing him.   And i don’t want to explain why he is suddenly gone maybe if i get the knew job and am not so stressed out and focused on work things will work out better between Jason and I and if they don’t no one i will be working with at the new job will know about him!