MAN IT FEELS LIKE AGES

Since I wrote in here and i have so much to tell you guys.  Alan and I have talked via the phone and txts a few times and things seem to get going well.  He sent me the sweeatest birthday card but we are taking things slow just talking right now to give things a chance at firendship first.

I also have met someone I am casually seeing now.  his name is Jason and we met for lunch yesterday he does Origami which is sweet and he made me an oragmi flower which was really sweet.  We are going to go to the musuem to see the new Renwar (I KNOW IT ISNT SPELLED RIGHT) exhibit. which i am really looking forward to.

For my birthday my mom got me a pack of tickets to 5 plays and the first play is this weekend so my mom and i are going to see a play and i am so excited I love going to the plays with my mom she is truelly my best friend and i always have so much fun going out with her and my PMS has been so bad I have been so mean it will be nice to have a stress free time when i can make up for all my meaness sometimes.  Also reguarding my birthday pics.  Christy who is licking me…..allow me to explain!

There are three women i work closely with we all do the same job just at differnt shifts but we all overlap a little.  So the women i work with are all significantly older then me and are kinda threated by my youth.  They like to start humors about me all the time.  So i will find out weeks later that i am a lesbian when i am not. or i will find out that i am having an affair with a doc i’m not they are basicly very childish and petty and have tried everything to get me to quit.  So I come in and they are telling everyone i’m pregnant.  Now you have all seen my pics i am not a skinny girl so it is concievable that i am pregnant and you can’t tell so people believe them.  I get kinda pissed about it and Christy one my good friends on second shift tells everyone i am pregnant with her love child!!! So we played it off like we i was having her baby and made a joke of the whole thing.  well now we call each other our bitch and make werid referances to each other and it is all a joke and a game and everyone knows it.  So we have kinda crossed that line into an anything goes friendship where we both know where the line is and we don’t cross it but we dance real close to it!

In other news Embarressment of Embarressment my brothers dog got into my ‘toy’ box and brought down my clear phallic shapped vibrating toy for all to see!!!  i dont think i will ever get over it!!

I am taking Medical Terminology online this quarter so i am kinda busy with that

I am also cross training at work for the unit corrordinator position so soon i will be essencially be working 2 jobs which is going to be a lot of fun mostly because my friend Jamie is training me since it’s her job i will be taking over and also because it will get out of my negative work enviroment i have at present.  So that is also good news!!!

The next entry is going to be a quick explanation of Alan and I because i am getting some questions and after the break up i went through and deleted a lot of entries about the break out like it would take him out of my life which is silly he is always going to be there for good or bad and i need to deal with it.  so if you don’t want to read the story of an x love don’t read the next entry.