Christmas Time
This year everything is just a huge frustration. I won’t be able to afford to go Christmas shopping until the 23rd, the 23rd! One day before Christmas Eve and to make it worse I work on the 23rd and on Christmas Eve! I’m finding it difficult to get by these days but the Lord provides what I need and has been good to me lately, well he’s always good to me I just sometimes don’t allow myself to see how lucky I am.
I’m still with Holly even though I still would rather not be, but I’m workin on that it’s just difficult, I don’t want to break her heart again but if I don’t break up with her as soon as possible then it’s like I’m leading her on to believe that I still want this, but I don’t. I need some prayer, I have no clue how to approach this, I really don’t want to hurt her but I know I will.
I’m just stressed and too tired to type anymore, so I’m going to bed now.
Peace out,
Goo
don’t be stressed for the holidays! hopefully there will be some good deals right before christmas at least. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas and you will be in my thoughts! <3,
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its ok. First of all it doesnt have to cast a lot to be a good nice present and u do need to tell her how u feel b/c the more you leader her on the more it will hurt her in the end. But hold in there its almost over and it always gets better
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