May 19, 2003

Do U Realize….

How pissed I suddenly have become, I mean I swear if the dude touches Megan I’ll kill him!! I’ll beat the living shit out of him, I’ll end his life in so many ways he’ll never be able to walk, talk, or even think again. I know it sounds a bit much, but more and more I realize how much I care about her no matter what she thinks of me.

I mean when I saw her shakin up so bad after school today I felt the sudden urge to just take her and hold her in my arms and show her there’s nothing to fear as long as I’m there, but I couldn’t do that, It’d just scare her away, even further then she already is from me. Life is so confusing!

hey long time no see. but you shouldve. girls actually LIKE to be held. and if you did it would probably have acutally brought her closer to you. oh well.. can’t go back in time now huh? w/b sometime. sHiLoH

well she could easliy be doing this for attention… have you ever talked to forrest face to face to find out whats going on?? b/c in passed things ive read you say that megan could be lying to you. Think about it