It’s Been A While

I haven’t written anything in here in a long time.  I’ve been soooo busy with work, and track, and getting ready for prom and trying to come up with money for this and for that.  Life for me is real, real hectic right now and it’s been driving me up a freakin wall! 

Oh well, I gotta look on the brighter side of things and so far the only bright things I’ve got goin for me is the fact that the grill in which I work now closes at 5pm meaning I spend my shift doing nothing but cleaning and watching the coffee shop.  Another good thing goin for me is that I’m still with my g/f, this is definitly the longest relationghip I’ve ever been in, 2 and a half months so far!!  Man that’s pitiful I know but ya gotta be me or know me to understand.  I’m failing Algebra 2 with like a 61%, I have little time to get that grade up and the only way I can is to do well on the next few tests we have including the final exam, which I can’t see myself doing considering I haven’t understood one thing the entire year because the teacher sucks that bad!  Lucky for me I have this Algebrator system at home and my g/f is super smart in math so that helps a little, when I actually have the time to study.  Luckily I don’t need Alg. 2 to graduate, I just need it to get into college anywhere, otherwise I’ll have to settle for a community college, which I may have to settle for either way.  I think I’m failing english also but not by much and I have two huge projects in the process of being graded and I’m almost 100% positive their both A’s which will totally boost my grade back up to passing. 

Friday the head Loss Prevention guy at my workplace is supposed to come and see me, kind of have a non-official interview so to speak, I hope I get that job, I could really use that huge pay increase and the fact that it’s just a better job!  I’ll just be happy when this school year is over and I’ve graduated on the 26th of May at downtown Rupp Arena, and I can move on.  I may have already said in previous entries that I’m not attending college until the spring semester of 2005 because I have AIT (Advanced Individual Training) for my MOS which is a 71L (Administrative Specialist), that takes place October 26th, 2004 until around the beginning or middle of December.  So I don’t want that interrupting my schooling, plus I wouldn’t mind a good long break from school. 

My g/f has officially decided that in June of this summer she is moving back to her hometown in Texas and finishing up her senior year there and attending college there, I’m not going with her, I don’t know how this will effect the relationship but I predict an end to it eventually, I just can’t handle a long distance relationship, but I’m glad that she’s going because it’s what’s best for her, not for us and I told her that’s all I cared about was that she took care of herself first, glad she’s taking my advice. 

Tonight I have a choir concert here at school entitled, “The Pop’s Concert”, where we are singing these old songs from the 50’s, 60’s and I think even the 70’s.  I’ll be siging in two groups, one of which is singing ‘Brown Eyed Girl’, the other ‘Battle of the Sexes’.  It should be interesting I guess, I however would rather be at work putting in some hours to make the money I so desperately need.  Ya feel me?!?!

I have a track meet on Saturday at Tates Creek, it’s an open invitational, I plan on running the mile again and trying so hard to break under 5 minutes, cuzz last time I ran that 5:03, oh so close!  I may also run my 400 and the 4×4 relay like I usually do, I don’t really like the 800 too much so I don’t know if I’m gonna do that or not. 

I am so worried about not passing all of my classes, it’s stressing me out so bad.  I don’t know what I’m gonna do about Alg. 2 because regardless if I need it or not, I don’t want to fail it!  I need to talk to my teacher about it and maybe doing some extra credit.

Well I’m out, lata,

Ryan aka Goo