I feel like I have so much to say and no one to listen. . but I guess we all do, I'm just not as interesting, so here are stupid ramblings instead.

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Get thee to a nunnery

November 29, 2022
I just passed a post on reddit where a gentleman performed a part of a scene from Hamlet and I could not help but be in awe the entire time. His delivery, his pacing, he was exactly how I imagine that scene should have been performed. The slight mania, the anger, the self hatred, the…
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