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• My Greatest Strength

  April 17, 2018

  My ability to find my smile when when everything is crashing all around me. If I hold on to my smile, I hold on to me... Lanis

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• Why?

  April 9, 2018

  Why would I love another? It could never be any better. It would only be unfair, With memories of you constantly there... Every smile paler than your skin beyond your last breath, Every touch felt like a betrayal, With every kiss my soul wept, I somehow feel I've failed. Yet there was no saving y...

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• So much has changed

  April 6, 2018

  So much has changed, Since my last visit here, So much has changed, As I read, reliving the memories so dear... I was married before, Now happily divorced, I was living under others before, Now on my own charting my own course. Even my jobs have changed a few, Since before OD revived, renewed... ...

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• Grateful Five

  April 5, 2018

  Firstly: I'm grateful that God and my family both blood and outlaws are just truly amazing! Secondly: I'm Grateful That OpenDiary is back!! There's something special about this place where I feel I can share more freely than other places even when making a public post! Thirdly: I'm grateful that,...

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• Talk About Memory Lane…

  June 13, 2013

  Wow.... What a ride down memory lane, Through my open diary's entries both wonderful and insane... So much has happened since 2009, What insanities I certainly did find... It's always been true this dance of mine, My dance between Exhiliration and Insanity... This world so full of wonder and beau...

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• Purging Insanities

  August 3, 2009

  I need to purge my insanities, Dark and deadly thoughts within me, The things that would destroy my reality, Yet continue to come to tempt me... I use my words to help me purge, To dump the dirt within, That it does continue to stave the urge, To commit such dreadful a sin... I write…

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• I’m still alive!!

  August 2, 2009

  I'm still alive, But am I still living? That is the bothersome thing... That when two become one, Yet seemed to be two still, It started grating at my will... I left my home, my history my family, To create this new life with he, Now I sometimes feel like I have even less of…

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• oh… I want to be bad…

  August 2, 2009

  I've always wanted to explore my bi-sexual side, but never found the right person to do that with... Now that I am married, it would be horrible for me to do so, but honestly, I still want to find that woman that I'd click with and explore that side of me without my hubby knowing…

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• Fades

  May 23, 2008

  When you finally find that love, That fills your heart so full, And then that love deserts you, The heart collapses, Unable to contain itself anymore, It bleeds, til there's none more, Than a mere shadow, Of what was once hope... The End Sky Lark Crow 6.05am 24th May 2008

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