#abusiverelationship

I still have nightmares about you most nights with last night being the most in one night. The majority of them are you trying to kill me and torturing me.. over time I started having dreams about you dying then eventually me missing you and you ignoring me. Those dreams are the worst to me…

Tomorrow I get my new phone, I've been contemplating making an entirely new Google account. That way you have no way to contact me. I've changed my number, my address, yet you still email me. And I still reply. You don't deserve a reply. I want to cut off any way you have to communicate…