#counselling

I had my first counselling sesh in 3 weeks today, I think it's all starting to come together and I'm starting to get better, at last. I wouldn't go as far as to say happy because I feel quite torn and tied up still but ho hum, I’ll get there.

"Babe I love you with all my heart, I want you to be the Mammy of our children. I want us stop bickering cuz I hate it and it makes me sad please can we start to think of each other before we do start to complain? x x x x x " She sent…

Ok, I think this counselling has completely unlocked me, and I'm not sure whether or not that's a good thing or a bad thing.I just don't know. I feel like everything that's going on inside me has got to come out, in one way or another. That really sucks, mainly as if it doesn't come out…

So, I'm back on the tablets and waiting for them to work.   I went back to therapy on Thursday. I've never cried so much. I wouldn't say it was dead good,  it's  not but it's helpful. Her name is Eleanor. She's a quiet mousy type with an accent I can't quite place but she…