#internetromance

I think I need to change the titles to each day. My memory is shocking that apparently I can't even remember single digits now. This last week and weekend have been like a nail in my head. I feel like a awful mother. My temper is at the edge all the time and I'm snapping…

Day six....seven? Who knows It's another bloody heat wave. It's the UK! We don't do heat, our country gonna explode in a firey blaze. Boom! This week has been hard, a friend was giving me a hard time about something trivial. Told them to calm the fuck down or we won't be friends anymore. Cba…

So last one I thought was day Three. But it was actually day four. So this should be day five.....should be! Ok so an interesting development about cosmic soul. Normally like I've said they're kinda blase. I'm not sure I've spelt that right. I've googled it in but if I can't spell it how am…

Day Three Its hot again and so muggy. When did I move to the center of the sun? Yesterday was just as warm, the back of my knees were sweating like what the fuck. How is that even a thing? Yesterday my dad popped over and I cried. Finally cried after trying to cry for…

Day two It's morning. I've been up since 5ish. It's so humid it feels like you're wearing a thick coat constantly, ski s grey though so maybe it'll rain? I'm always up at 5ish. I have a child with special needs, they're an early riser. I love them so bloody much but some days are…

The first day It's the middle of June. We're stuck in a disgusting heat wave. My bipolar is kicking my arse, the darkness seems never ending, sometimes I find a light but there is none at the moment. Even with all this sun, I see no sunshine.   I'm hoping this journal will help my…