#miscarriage

Day two It's morning. I've been up since 5ish. It's so humid it feels like you're wearing a thick coat constantly, ski s grey though so maybe it'll rain? I'm always up at 5ish. I have a child with special needs, they're an early riser. I love them so bloody much but some days are…

I know I mentioned now previous post that I have had 2 miscarriages now and appear to be unable to have children, and the theme of children has been weighing so heavily on my mind. On the 2nd miscarriage, I didn’t find out until I was in the doctor’s office at my 10 week ultrasound.…

Wow, Open Diary. Hello old friend. It's been 8 years ... 8 years. It's a lifetime in terms of changes to my world. 8 years ago, I was 28 with no kids. Today, I'm 36 with 4 children. My wife and I are in our 12th year of marriage. Oh, the things I didn't know…