#mixedemotions

I’m okay, I guess. I just

Tolu died. I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel about it. Guilty that I barely liked her or talked to her? Worried about who the next one’s going to be? mostly I’m just worried about getting a summer job.

I have never used any site like this before, just trying to get my feelings out before I do something that I would regret. Any advice, to help with the situation or to tell me I am crazy is welcome.😂 For the longest time all I wanted was a little family and someone to grow…