#parenting

I am going to lose my shit! What is wrong with this child? She is 2 and she is awake. Let me touch everything that is NOT mine!! Let me put this in here. Let me take that over there. My toys? I don't want my toys! Those are stupid! Let me touch everything that…

I haven't been on here for a while. I've thought about it but never actually sat down and took the time. I don't even know where to begin because it's been over a year since I've been on. I've taken a break from baking. I got overwhelmed doing it all on my own and needed…

A good tree produces good fruit, and a bad tree produces bad fruit. 7 days away from the 17th and I will no longer be legally married. I have not been married in my heart ever really. I have always been a wife but never really had a husband. That is my perspective anyway. A…

I have seen many therapist over the past few years. Did you know you can fall in love with your therapist? I must’ve been absent the day they taught that in college. I had to learn that one on my own. That’s what happens when you are not paying attention. Shit just happens. Don’t avoid…

I have seen many therapist, they all agreed I am not crazy. They can diagnose things like that. Aren’t you are a charmer. I got fired from marriage therapy, the therapist offered to work with me alone. I guess I just wasn’t ready to forgive her yet. Anything is possible here in la la land.…

It would feel that way when you are just mirroring things back to me. I really am just talking to me. Still sounds better coming from you. The ruminating really hurts my brain. I hope it goes away soon. You really like to push buttons lol. I was talking to that ex of mine one…

Stand in your truth! https://open.spotify.com/episode/1oBNQHAjeKC8QvFRaiMbA5?si=Qu6pSBE5RSSxZzl1xvsj4g https://open.spotify.com/show/1mDskGclElDo0TYqDPkoWs?si=Ufhj_fvyTbaBVQwkeOPpcA

This song showed up in my Spotify playlist today. It made me think of you. My ex told you got in a little trouble for this, I would love to see this performance. I don’t know how he could ever say I don’t pay attention to him when he talks to me.   https://open.spotify.com/track/33LC84JgLvK2...

I am an aspiring dancer now: that is what Just Dance 2020 tells me. We B Crazy busy around here and I have been struggling to get physical activity back into my routine. The Yoga mat made it into the house, and I paid the $12 for a year membership for online classes, thanks Groupon.…

It is really hard to remember to do this. I cried a lot over a basketball hoop yesterday. A stupid amount of crying over a hoop. I am going to dehydrate if this doesn't stop. It was really hard to make the choice to get a divorce, I have an 11-year-old stepson and I knew…