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Hey. I'm still here, still miserable and ugly. I haven't felt like writing for a while, stuff is just so heavy. I feel like it's crushing my ribcage. My child is self harming. I'm not sure if that's the right words for it but suppose it is? They stims when he's happy or anxious and…

Hey. I'm still here, still miserable and ugly. I haven't felt like writing for a while, stuff is just so heavy. I feel like it's crushing my ribcage. My child is self harming. I'm not sure if that's the right words for it but suppose it is? They stims when he's happy or anxious and…

I thought we were on day three. But honestly can't remember, I'm also so bad with technology I can't find where the old posts are. I'm tragic in so many ways lol. So the depression eased up a bit. Not completely, I can feel it's easy to slip back. But I'm not in a very…