#2 Today: Dear Lord

Dear Lord:

GAH!!!! I am so fired up right now. I could literally scream. I have been tossing things around my desk for the past 10 minutes.

I’m realizing MORE and MORE, I really just don’t like it here anymore. I’m tired. Tired of working for 7 different people, with 7 different ways of doing things and 7 different attitudes.

Tired of fighting with insurance companies and medical providers and clients who expect million dollar settlements for their trumped up whiplash claims. Tired of knowing I am part of the problem milking the system and causing insurance rates to SOAR! I didn’t sign up for this kind of work and it really fucking irks me that we are turning into one of those ambulance chasing law firms.

*screams* But I get paid so well and my bennies are good so I feel stuck. Which pisses me off even more. I hate to feel forced to do anything. I’ve always rebelled against that.

This keeps up and I’ll give myself a heart attack or stroke!

So Lord, please give me some patience for the next 4.25 hours. I can settle down over the weekend, refresh my spirit before starting this whole ass fucking again next week.

Otherwise I am sure to walk out of my job today.

Sincerely,

GOOD AND TIRED

you def need consistency. it’s hard enough working for 2 lawyers but 7? wow. when i get fed up i just stay online all day. it works wonders. and take long lunches…

It took a severe mental breakdown to get me to walk away from the great pay and awesome benefits. To this day, I still do the “what ifs” when I think about my salary. Just keep venting and get through the rough patch, then hopefully it will calm down again. Make 7 voodoo dolls if you have to. ;o)

Psst, insurance rates have soared despite the fact that settlements have stayed pretty stagnant since the early 90s. Ambulance chasers aren’t the problem. CEOs of insurance companies wanting please stockholders and pad their own nestegg are to blame.

Have you ever tried calling that number to the Ep. Foundation? It’s really interesting in what they have done for B. Or at least the chapter here in MI. Hey… I wanted to tell you a secret. The next time you want some SEX you have got to use something called “BREATHLESS” from Adamandeve.com It is that pharmomes thing. B never knew what hit him!! lol

Hire an assistant!! MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! 😉

ryn: Awww! That’s cute! I’m pretty sure I could paint that.

Damn, woman. I hope you had a good weekend and a few stiff ones! <— Stiff drink or penis, which ever. 😉

Hope you settle down some. Praying to Him is very comforting.